UNSEEN

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I have spent my whole life wanting to be seen. To be seen and loved. Men especially. ‘Men’ because somehow to be seen and wanted by them gave me added proof of my value, my worthiness… Oh I want to be loved by everyone … men, women, YOU… But somehow I knew that it was men who would fill the…

SPEAKING TRUTH (EVEN WHEN IT HURTS)

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I was with my lover not long ago, and knew I wanted to spend some time alone.  I was desperate to make some space for myself without anyone else around… I wanted to sleep and wake without anyone’s influence – however kind or well-meaning. I wanted to hear my thoughts only, and be utterly attentive to what was inside. I …

ANGER

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Ugly, huh? So ugly, in fact, I believed I had to “let go” of the anger. Ummm…..But now? No, thank you. Do I have to “let go” of my happiness, or pride?  Or any other emotion? Anger is a feeling. And feelings are intelligent. They are the language of our most true Selves – Our perfect, radiant Souls. But somewhere …